wake me up before you go go

i woke up early today.

(6:35 is early for my delicate night owl proclivities)

i didn't want my mom upset again.

she's been upset lately when i leave the house late.

so i took my shower early and made her coffee for her.

i wonder what's not to expensive but nice to get her for mother's day.

and on that same note, are acoustic guitars really that expensive?

i want to get a new one for my father.

testing, testing

i've been bored for approximately the last three to four years.

okay, nah, just the last three days.

everything was so absolutely boring.

everything was so absolutely basic.

but it begot so much work.

at least the macs were hella cool.

it was awesome working with them.

i will always and forever prefer windows

but mac is really nice too.

her name was lola

my mother and i visited my grandparents yesterday.

we all met up at my oldest sister's house.

nirvana and chuchu are sad to watch.

nirvana plays around by biting and nipping.

and poor beautiful dumb chuchu doesn't know it's playing

--either that or he's sick and tired of playing so often--

that he growls and yips at him until he backs off.

it takes a lot of growling and yipping for nirvana to back off.

my sister is doing well, she bleached her hair too recently.

my grandparents are the same as ever.

my grandma gave me twenty bucks under the table.

free falling

i told this dude i thought i was falling for him yesterday.

he did not reciprocate.

i hurt.

it all really hurts.

but what can i do?

he's still a really great friend.

even if we can't be more than friends.

i just hope i can see him without feeling a sting in my chest.

dowels

i bought stuff yesterday, like i said.

it was not cool.

okay, it sort of was.

but bae and i got a little lost when we were trying to get back home.

(i did not know that santa monica blvd slopes below wilshire when going west until today.)

i got my white yarn and one 1/4 x 36 inch dowel.

the whole store was beautiful.

there were so many things.

and i got another pair of needles.

weaving a tale

so i'm getting into knitting again.

i miss it.

i'm planning on going to michael's after school.

i'm looking for a huge spool of white yarn.

i want to (finally) complete bae's hat as well as knit myself a sailor skirt.

i also want to get some wood to sand down.

i'm going to make myself a custom pair of knitting needles.

it's going to be so cute.

black widow

i wanna cut my hair shoulder length.

i also want to dye my hair red.

i am additionally interested in curling my hair.

i realise that i would look like i'm cosplaying scarlett johansson as black widow.

i don't care.

i think it would look cute on me.

my only obstacle is to keep my parents from getting upset if i color my hair again.